Friday, June 22, 2007

Yesterday and Today

Well, yesterday for lunch I had another "Olive Garden [Like] Salad". Dinner ... nothing. Amazingly enough, I wasn't hungry. That and I didn't know what to eat ... probably because, for once, I wasn't craving anything. Nothing sounded good. I did have a few cashews and a string cheese stick about 30 minutes before bed. But I felt good ... and NOT hungry.

This morning was pretty much the same ... I didn't want my usual eggs and a meat and there wasn't anything else that sounded good. Not even the donuts that I purchased for the kids ... I didn't want them! However, around 11am I finally started feeling hungry. I wasn't able to eat until after 1:00 though. We went to a local restaurant where I ordered a bbq chicken salad thing. It was good and HUGE. I only ate 1/3 of it. Normally I'd leave a 1/3.

Some feelings I've had in the last 24 hours?
(1) Excitement - first from finally getting into Ketosis and second from finding and getting a good deal on a ROUND kitchen table (we've been looking for one forever).
(2) Exhaustion - I thought with Ketosis came energy but I've just been so tired
and
(3) Fear - I have this pair of pants I purchased last summer. I was hanging over them then and before starting LC, I couldn't even get them on. I'm thinking I might be able to fit in them now. I want to try them on BUT what if they don't fit? What if I don't try them on but they really might fit now? What do I do? I don't want to be disappointed but I don't want to miss out on knowing that they fit. I don't know ... maybe I should wait until I hit my 135 mark. Only 4.2 pounds to go.

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